Flashback...

...it all began in july...where i added this person name alex to my myspace account. He had graduated from creek in '07. At first my intentions were just to add him as a friend. But then he started messaging me and we started talking. and eventually he gave me his number and in return i gave him mines. our first text with each other were nothing were simply hey or hi, nothing more so i didnt pay much attention to it. But the day after however, he began to text me early around 9ish in the morning which seems odd to me cause it was summertime and usually people dont get up til around noonish, but then he told me that he has been at work since 8. so i thought id entertain him by talking to him. we then talked for several hours straight about random things going on in our life. It went on like this for about 3 days in a row. so finally on the 4th day he called me in the middle of us texting each other. but i didnt answer because unbeknownst to me he had used his work number fone to call me (and i dont pick up on numbers idk!) so he left me a message saying "heyyyyy its alex from myspace!! Id thought id call you and say hey wats up myself. anyways call me back.." it took me several mins to get myself together before can aswer his calls. on the fone, he was soo sweet but at the same time sounded and acted high lol (which later i realize thats how he normally is) anyways, we chatted for a few mins before he had to go back to work, but i did learned that he lived across the street from creek.. and he even offered me a place to skip to whenever i wanted to take a break from school. lol ... after our first convo ended, i suddenlty realize i was falling for him! a couple of days after our first fone convo, he had asked me out. at first i declined. not realizing what i said til after i said it! i felt soo retarded..so ther next day i asked him out. in which he agreed, but unfortunately hrs b4 we were to meet up something came up and i had to cancel on him. yet surprisingly, he wasnt at all mad or anything. he was very understanding. which made me like him even more.

so about 2 weeks later, i was going to missouri wit my family. while waiting for our plane to arrive, i was texting away with him endlessly making jokes and flirting. Once i got there that nite, he had called me and see what it was like over there. in the middle of our convo, my aunt came up to me and told me to get my jacket cause i was walking around outside talking to alex. but then i tod her i wasnt cold and blah blah blah...so our 3 mins convo wit my aunt was done all in vietnamese all while alex was trying to grasp an understanding of what was going on! lol but anyways, he later told me about his past gf of whom was the love of his life, who apparently cheated on him wit his bestfriend. he also told me that he has gotten over iyt and has moved on, but i could still sense the hurt in his voice so i moved away from the subject and started to play truth or dare.by the end of our game i have recieved numerous random pics of alex (including naughty ones) lol :]

The week after i got back to FL, my friend dee and i decided to go see tropic thunder ( an excellent movie!!!) after our movie nite while waiting for my brother to pick us up, i decided to trext him and see whats up, he had asked me to meet up with him. i eventually agreed thinking its time to finally meet him in person already. so we arrange to meet at walmart. Upon meeting him, he was tallish, about 6' white/columbian ( aka: ghetto white boy lol) we walked around for a few when he randomly asked me if i kiss on the first date. I was taken by surprise and told him that isnt a date! i mean would you really consider walking thru the paint isle at walmart at midnite a date?!?!? lol but i agreed, so we kissed for a brief min and continued on our journey thru walmart ending with me walking him back to his car and him asking me out on sunday. I was happy and glad.

So when sunday arrived, i havent heard a word from him. thinking he might be caught up on something or was busy, i let it slipped my mind considering that the following day would be my first day of senior year. so then a day goes by, not a word from him, a second day goes by and still not word. so fimnally on the third day i decided to text him. Yet all i got from him is a hi or im busy or simply no answer at all. so i was a bite worried and pissed off. Finally i decided to leave him a comment on myspace (since he goes on regularly) only to find out that he has gotten back together wit his ex! i8 was completely shocked and hurt. why would he do such a thing??! why would he lead me on only to get back together with an ex who cheated on him wit his bestfriend! -_- guys are so confusing and are nothing but whores...Surprisingly i can remember all of these by simply logging onto my myspace account only to find out that today JAN 4 is his birthday!