Sunday, January 4, 2009

Flashback...


...it all began in july...where i added this person name alex to my myspace account. He had graduated from creek in '07. At first my intentions were just to add him as a friend. But then he started messaging me and we started talking. and eventually he gave me his number and in return i gave him mines. our first text with each other were nothing were simply hey or hi, nothing more so i didnt pay much attention to it. But the day after however, he began to text me early around 9ish in the morning which seems odd to me cause it was summertime and usually people dont get up til around noonish, but then he told me that he has been at work since 8. so i thought id entertain him by talking to him. we then talked for several hours straight about random things going on in our life. It went on like this for about 3 days in a row. so finally on the 4th day he called me in the middle of us texting each other. but i didnt answer because unbeknownst to me he had used his work number fone to call me (and i dont pick up on numbers idk!) so he left me a message saying "heyyyyy its alex from myspace!! Id thought id call you and say hey wats up myself. anyways call me back.." it took me several mins to get myself together before can aswer his calls. on the fone, he was soo sweet but at the same time sounded and acted high lol (which later i realize thats how he normally is) anyways, we chatted for a few mins before he had to go back to work, but i did learned that he lived across the street from creek.. and he even offered me a place to skip to whenever i wanted to take a break from school. lol ... after our first convo ended, i suddenlty realize i was falling for him! a couple of days after our first fone convo, he had asked me out. at first i declined. not realizing what i said til after i said it! i felt soo retarded..so ther next day i asked him out. in which he agreed, but unfortunately hrs b4 we were to meet up something came up and i had to cancel on him. yet surprisingly, he wasnt at all mad or anything. he was very understanding. which made me like him even more.


so about 2 weeks later, i was going to missouri wit my family. while waiting for our plane to arrive, i was texting away with him endlessly making jokes and flirting. Once i got there that nite, he had called me and see what it was like over there. in the middle of our convo, my aunt came up to me and told me to get my jacket cause i was walking around outside talking to alex. but then i tod her i wasnt cold and blah blah blah...so our 3 mins convo wit my aunt was done all in vietnamese all while alex was trying to grasp an understanding of what was going on! lol but anyways, he later told me about his past gf of whom was the love of his life, who apparently cheated on him wit his bestfriend. he also told me that he has gotten over iyt and has moved on, but i could still sense the hurt in his voice so i moved away from the subject and started to play truth or dare.by the end of our game i have recieved numerous random pics of alex (including naughty ones) lol :]


The week after i got back to FL, my friend dee and i decided to go see tropic thunder ( an excellent movie!!!) after our movie nite while waiting for my brother to pick us up, i decided to trext him and see whats up, he had asked me to meet up with him. i eventually agreed thinking its time to finally meet him in person already. so we arrange to meet at walmart. Upon meeting him, he was tallish, about 6' white/columbian ( aka: ghetto white boy lol) we walked around for a few when he randomly asked me if i kiss on the first date. I was taken by surprise and told him that isnt a date! i mean would you really consider walking thru the paint isle at walmart at midnite a date?!?!? lol but i agreed, so we kissed for a brief min and continued on our journey thru walmart ending with me walking him back to his car and him asking me out on sunday. I was happy and glad.


So when sunday arrived, i havent heard a word from him. thinking he might be caught up on something or was busy, i let it slipped my mind considering that the following day would be my first day of senior year. so then a day goes by, not a word from him, a second day goes by and still not word. so fimnally on the third day i decided to text him. Yet all i got from him is a hi or im busy or simply no answer at all. so i was a bite worried and pissed off. Finally i decided to leave him a comment on myspace (since he goes on regularly) only to find out that he has gotten back together wit his ex! i8 was completely shocked and hurt. why would he do such a thing??! why would he lead me on only to get back together with an ex who cheated on him wit his bestfriend! -_- guys are so confusing and are nothing but whores...Surprisingly i can remember all of these by simply logging onto my myspace account only to find out that today JAN 4 is his birthday!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

ughhhh....

today was a fun and interesting day where everything seems to be going great...until a sudden relization made it all crumble down into pieces :( .... today me and Dee went to get our TB shots for the volunteer program @ north broward hospital as well as for the HOSA program. The shot was pretty weird because it left us with a lil purple bump like thingy on our left arm! :/ it was interesting to say the least. lol .... i also had road rage first thing in the morning. which wasnt typical of me :p ... heheh... and on our way back from the hospital we stopped by Pollio Tropical where Dee and I tryed applying for a job... and we both are comng back for an interview on Friday! (wish us luck!!!!) im so excited!!! i thought i was going to have a panick attack or something lol... but confidence is key :) .... everything seems to be going swell until i logged on to myspace :( where my update on my friends list say that alex (ghetto white boy -----> nicknamed by Dee and friends) is in a relationship! it completely left me in confusion, shocked, angered, emo, weird, crappy, amused, etc... it was an entire whirl pool of emotion just shoving through all at once. to the point in which i dont even have any emotions left in me to express myself :/ which is kinda freaky and weird and strange!? i just dont know anymore :( ........

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

crazyness

so yea its about time i jot down all my dramas from the last couple of days... senior skip day was a blast. went to bk for breakfast (wit Dee), finally gotten around to going to tates :D and bought a really adorable hamburger plush ( i feel like a kid again!) , went to target and walmart wit the pals (Dee & Dez) and we took alotta picsss...so much fun....we all also took an HIV test...it was really nerve wrecking even tho none of us had sex before :/ but we all are negative. yay!!!



... so on sunday, i was dying of boredom so i decided to surf around on myspace and i came upon this amazingly kute blonde white dude and competely feel for him. therefore i friended him...and he accepted :) tehehe .... too bad he lives too far away :(



....today in yearbook class, the teacher made everyone go out and do random interview on students in the hallway as usual again. but for some reason i didnt feel like going out and hunt down the students. therefore i stayed back in class and went thru old yearbooks....and i just happened to stumble upon khachig's and alex's random pics of when they were in creek...and as usual khachig looked hot as ever...as for alex goes.... lol ... he has this slanted crooked smile :D which i think is adorable on him lol .... kinda funny how i just simply cant get that "ghetto white boy" outta my mind lately :{

Friday, September 12, 2008

senior skip day!!!!!!

woot woot! im exciteddd.... going to tates later... and possibly going up to boca to visit the midge (will talk about her laterrr) and will be thinking of more random things to do as we go along.... bye bye for now :)))

Thursday, September 11, 2008

blehh

... so i just returned home from taking my 2 lil bros to the hamptoms park where i met up with Dee. I had alottttt of bug bites :( so very itchy lol.... anyways i finally got my bangs shortened... even though she had to cut my entire hair to get it to even out -_- .... but its all good. im so very excited about tomorrow :D first SENIOR SKIP DAY of the year. lol been waiting 4 freakin yrs for this day hehehe ...

Yay!!!

Where to begin?! im excited i can finally find a place to bitch about my numerous daily life dramas (thanks Dee for getting me hooked onto here :]) ... oh i found out today that my stalker finally found a chick that is actually interested in him and has stopped asking me out or saying all these creepy random junk -_- ... im just glad that that part of my life is over with and hopefully everything will be in place again.