ughhhh....

today was a fun and interesting day where everything seems to be going great...until a sudden relization made it all crumble down into pieces :( .... today me and Dee went to get our TB shots for the volunteer program @ north broward hospital as well as for the HOSA program. The shot was pretty weird because it left us with a lil purple bump like thingy on our left arm! :/ it was interesting to say the least. lol .... i also had road rage first thing in the morning. which wasnt typical of me :p ... heheh... and on our way back from the hospital we stopped by Pollio Tropical where Dee and I tryed applying for a job... and we both are comng back for an interview on Friday! (wish us luck!!!!) im so excited!!! i thought i was going to have a panick attack or something lol... but confidence is key :) .... everything seems to be going swell until i logged on to myspace :( where my update on my friends list say that alex (ghetto white boy -----> nicknamed by Dee and friends) is in a relationship! it completely left me in confusion, shocked, angered, emo, weird, crappy, amused, etc... it was an entire whirl pool of emotion just shoving through all at once. to the point in which i dont even have any emotions left in me to express myself :/ which is kinda freaky and weird and strange!? i just dont know anymore :( ........